Thursday, January 31, 2008
Sealed Soul.
Has anyone ever felt that you're trap in the world that you're not supposed to be? Has anyone ever felt that you're not allowed to speak ? Has anyone ever felt that you're not doing your best to protect the people who you love ?
Well , I would say : Stand up for the right and for YOUR Rights. I regreted 3 or 4 years ago not making a statement face-to-face with him. Really regretted a lot. Back in that day , I'm not courage enough to stand up for my sister and mother. Not that I'm a coward but I really don't know what I'm suppose to do. The only thing I know was to cry and cry , scream and shout. I promised myself not to let anyone hurt my love one. I'm not as lucky as other children. People say that I'm rich , live in fabulous , marvelous , luxury life , but there's a story behind these thing. I rather live in an average life with no fear every night. Why do WE have to pay the price , the fear and tears . Really, I'm going psycho one day , and I don't know what will happen when I'm in that state.
I'm tired of living in this kind of life. I feel like dying and commit suicide at times , but when I look at my mother , I know that she suffer so much on bringing me to this world . So I couldn't give up my life that easily. I promise that I'll love her no matter what.
No matter how much I suffer , I'm still not suffering as much as she suffered all these years. Chinese New Year is just around the corner , and the atmosphere in the house is like , dead??
Never Treat Your Children The Way Your Parents Treat You.(The Bad Side Of Your Parents )
Well , I would say : Stand up for the right and for YOUR Rights. I regreted 3 or 4 years ago not making a statement face-to-face with him. Really regretted a lot. Back in that day , I'm not courage enough to stand up for my sister and mother. Not that I'm a coward but I really don't know what I'm suppose to do. The only thing I know was to cry and cry , scream and shout. I promised myself not to let anyone hurt my love one. I'm not as lucky as other children. People say that I'm rich , live in fabulous , marvelous , luxury life , but there's a story behind these thing. I rather live in an average life with no fear every night. Why do WE have to pay the price , the fear and tears . Really, I'm going psycho one day , and I don't know what will happen when I'm in that state.
I'm tired of living in this kind of life. I feel like dying and commit suicide at times , but when I look at my mother , I know that she suffer so much on bringing me to this world . So I couldn't give up my life that easily. I promise that I'll love her no matter what.
No matter how much I suffer , I'm still not suffering as much as she suffered all these years. Chinese New Year is just around the corner , and the atmosphere in the house is like , dead??
Never Treat Your Children The Way Your Parents Treat You.(The Bad Side Of Your Parents )
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Copy Cat
Uhmm .. Blogspot account huh? Got quite a number of them but forgotten all the login name and password already. Yes , I admit that i got jealous by looking at my friends blog , especially Nicholas's blog and Phillip's blog. So I decided to write one too. Maybe might not get attention from all my friend , but lets make it an online diary. I admire some of my friends so much. They have great thinking skill , talking skill and writing skill which makes me kinda jealous of them. Unlike the previous "me" , I don't and won't say that. LOL . I've learn how to appreciate friends after schooling days are over for me. Now I remember how bitchy for me to treat some of them last time. Those day really brought me lots of joy and fun. I was told by my friend that the SPM result will be announced on the 11Th of March ( citation needed ). Chinese New Year is just around the corner , so I would like to take this opportunity to wish all of you a very :
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
