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Sunday, December 28, 2008

Safety First

Tired

I feel lost and unfound,

Whats all the faces and insulting noise,

Am I that annoying or am I really pissing them,

What's what now and what's later,

When everything seems to be stable,

Everything will be going sideway,

A huge wave crushing and scatter everything,

One piece by one piece is flushing away,

Parents are people who we respect?,

But how I do respect them when they kept on repeating the same mistake?,

I'm tired of this family,

Feel like giving up,

New year is coming,

All I wish is just a little peace.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Colorgenics

99% Accurate~

Life for some time now has been somewhat depressing and you feel 'under the weather'. You are looking for a means by which you can escape from all the pressures of everyday life. But you must remember that the 'Past does not equal 'Tomorrow'. You are seeking a way to escape from all the trials and tribulations that oppress you at this time, but at least you haven't given up - if one pattern of behaviour doesn't seem to work then you'll change it for another.

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.

You feel utterly wretched - worn out. The demands that other people have been making on you have depleted your strength and stamina. You feel powerless to try to remedy the situation on your own and you are looking for what is hopefully known as 'divine intervention'. But be assured your salvation lies in yourself - you have the ability so use it.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Christmas Present?

At first, it was announced that my final exam results will be revealed on the 24th to 27th of Dec, but then Santa came early this time. Well, I am a little disapointed yet a had a little sigh of relief. My result's in the 'OKAY' category.

CSC1228 : Information Technology Principles 2 A
Comment : I knew I was gonna get A for this subject. If I didn't get A for this, I'll jump down from the top of the Twin Tower. I can do all the question and from my objectives which is 25 of them, its perfect with no error. I can't believe I actually know all the answers too. I used like 5mins to finish them.

CSC1229 : Fundamentals of Programming A
Comment : Quite a shock, I screwed up my objective part but I guess GOD really helped me in Section B. I could barely survive the Objective part. Section B was moderate level. Some questions are hard, some are easy. The most important is, the lecturer used the exercises questions which I didn't really do them, but well, those questions are not as tough as the assignments. I have got 87/100 for Assignment 1 and 78/100 for Assignment 2 and 40/50 for Test.

CSC1234 : Software Application A
Comment : Is she blind or what? Let me tell you, I didn't even study for this paper.

ENL1208 : Intermiediate English A
Comment : The reason why people can't get A for English is because they screwed up the Essay part. She was providing a guide on how to write the outline, but most of them followed the guide blindly. You cannot trust that guide, and if you followed, kiss your 20marks goodbye.

MAT1208 : Intermiediate Mathematics B
Comment : I hate maths! I tried to love it, but it doesn't wanna come close to me. But I taught I was gonna get a C for Maths because I can tell you that I didn't do 5questions which cost 2-4marks.

Moral Education B
Comment : This subject is totally a stupid moron and unnecassary subject. Government just wanna play some trick in Private U thats why they say its a MPW ( Mata Pelajaran Wajib ) and INTI wanna make more money because many people will fail the MPWs.



Merry Christmas

Monday, December 22, 2008

Lego Made Us Poor

This past weekend, I spend almost RM900 on LEGO, thanks to my sis for making me addicted. On Saturday, we went to Jusco for window shopping but then, I bought a set of Lego. It's a house. Took almost 3 hours to build it up. I really like the house. Very Unique.

We are able to build up to 3 types of house, this is the first type. It has a garage, a car and a double storey house. Very realistic, just look at the chimney. The garage door can be opened too.
It cost around RM350 and it's very nice and solid. Looking forward to buy another set.

On Sunday, we went to Jusco again (LOL) and bought another set. This time, it's a City set. It has a Statue of Liberty, Lego Corps Building, a Police Station with train and lifeboat, and a Sears Tower. Cost around RM550. Took the whole night to build all of them.
[ From Left : Police Station , Lego Corps, Sears Tower, Statue Of Liberty]

^^..

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Preparing For Next Sem

For the next sem, I'll be taking :

CSC1235 - Introduction to Database
CSC 1236- Introduction to Programming
ENL 1209 - Advance English
MAT 1209 - Advance Mathematics

Hmm~ It's a little better this sem because I only have to take 4 subject. Previously, my first and second Sem, I had to take 6subjects which is a little overwhelming for me.

Semester 1:

CSC1227 - Information Technology Principles 1
MAT 1207 - Elementary Mathematics
ENL 1207 - Elementary English
GNS 1208 - General Studies
MGT 1208 - Business Studies 1
MPW 1153 - Malaysian Studies

Semester 2:

CSC1228 - Information Technology Principles 2
CSC 1229 - Fundamentals of Programming
CSC 1234 - Software Application
MPW 1155 - Moral Education
ENL 1208 - Elementary English
MAT 1208 - Elementary Mathematics

My third sem will start on 7 Jan 09 , if I'm not wrong. My enrolment will be on 2 Jan 09. I hope my results will be 'OK'. LOL!

Quote To Share : Life is all about making choices.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Just Another Day

I have been holidaying for about 6days now, since last Friday and I'm bored. Gosh, how I wanted the final exams to end and now wanting to go back to college. Well, I did pretty bad in my final, oh well who cares about that. This morning, woke up and had breakfast with my sis and parents. Gosh, I'm very full. Lol. Funny thing is that I don't eat as much as I did before this. After that, we went to the photo shop in Bunga Raya to claim my sis's grad pics. Kinda nice.

After that, my mom went to the bank, opposite my house and she bought Mee. Gosh, My sis and I just ate 3 hours ago and now this? Mom's a little crazy anyway. My sis send me a link to Lego and I'm currently obsessed with Lego toys. Gonna go Mid Valley and Time Square to find them out on Jan 2, after my enrolment. Can't wait to go SHOPPING (can't believe I just said that). Then Lem asked me to dotA and I accepted and waited till my butt grow fungus (for chun yian). its a 3 vs 3 game (random team) and my team won, (2 times double kill =D) .

I managed to edit my layout and fix a lot of things on my blog. Oh ya, for your info, I have a facebook account now. Search for 'Kee Chia Ming', and I'll be the first on the results list. How's the header? I edit it for hours now and still look kind of weird. Alies de l'amour means Wings of Love in French.

My exams result might be released on Dec 23~26, scared. Wish me Luck!

Lastly,
Quote of the Day: Lets just be realistic and do not live in a place where you shouldn't be!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Returning.

Soooooooooooo sorry for not updating my blog, well, basically, my exam is sooooooooo near, too many assignments to handle and I wanna thanks those who wished me good luck. Thanks!!

@Phillip,
Remember, you'll always have me as a friend to voice out to! ^^..

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Stressful Weeks

"Apparently, there are many websites promoting iPhone 3G promotions, and all of them are actually fake"

For most people, thinking that the life in University is fun and joyful and guess what, they are all wrong. Those who say that life in University or college is fun and enjoyable, probably they don't struggle enough and just hope to pass. As an undergraduate student, it's almost impossible for me to have time for myself. Wishing for the bright light to shine the next morning, I wonder if I could make it through the darkness of tonight. The amount of stress is unbelievable. Maybe it might the the count of the subjects that I'm taking. 6 major subjects and 14 weeks of time to finish the syllabus excluding the Hari Raya week.

Life in INTI College, is about taking risky moves. Assignments, needed to be passed up in very short amount of time and yet there are not many resources. Digging a hole to hide is almost impossible because the amount of loads on my shoulder just made me sink into the ground and I'm not able to move freely. Going through the darkness night of the year, I lift my head up, and I say "Try my best, and thats what it takes for me to pass myself". I doubted that I would give up on studying and from the life time lesson, I've learned to be independent and not to think childishly.

My motto of my life is :


FIRE IT UP!


We human need to believe in :
Input(Effort) = Output = (Success or Failure)
Where Success and Failure can ONLY appear ONCE in your time.
If the Effort and Input(time) you give up is more, then the Output will be greater and therefore your result should be Success.
If the Effort and Time you give up is less than your Output, then you might consider yourself as a failure because the formulae for Success is always Success when there are enough Effort.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

18!

Finally I'm 18! Well, it's not a big deal anyway.

Well, this year, I planned to celebrate my birthday peacefully, oh well isn't it that way every year?
To tell the truth, there isn't any birthday party for the past 17 years and I'm quite numb already. Well, my family already numb that pain away for me. I hope this year would be a roller-coaster ride for me, and I really hope it won't go very high from sea level , lol.

Well, gotta go now!

Signing off,
X y L E

Friday, September 26, 2008

What is wrong with the society today?

First and foremost, everybody have their own way of thinking.

But, most of us do not think about the good things first and its always the bad thing striking our mind.

Take for example,

People might not think that a knife is a good thing because it's sharp. ( from its appearance )
But people wouldn't think that a knife is a useful item in the kitchen. ( it's value )

People will only think about the appearance because it's sharp and dangerous and might get cut. That's called the extrinsic value of the item, but how many people will think that the knife is useful for it's value which is it's intrinsic value?

Research shows that merely 1% of people will think about good things about the common bad things. This is due to the psychology of the crowd. When a group of people gather around, take for example 6 people, 5 people will agree on A and the other one will agree on B. Sooner or later, the one will change his taught and agree on A.

So think before you think! It's a stupid statement but it's better for you to think the way of thinking.


SET!
WORK!
STRIKE!
GOAL!


Signing off,
X y L E.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Tagged by Lemmy

If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
I'll keep it for one year and buy an iPod

What is your most favourite thing to do?
Online-ing.. I'm 24/7 Online. :)

What kind of news do you read?
Any news especially about technology/computer and games.

What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
I'm already fat, so I wouldn't mind to get anymore fats.

Is there someone in your heart right now?
Yah, my family.

Do you believe you can survive without money?
Yes. All I need is sufficient amount of sleep, food and Internet access with a computer.

What are you afraid to lose the most?
My parents.

What do you feel like doing right now?
buying Samsung Omnia and my dream laptop.

If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Nop, I'll do everything else to let her know that I love her.

List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you-
He's a good friend, creative and independent.

What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Love me as much as I love her.

What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Not 'choi'-ing me.

If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Berries, cause it contain glucose, vitamins and water. All you need to survive.

If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Happy.

If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
I'm very happy with my attitude.

Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Myself.

How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Successful, rich and of cause married with a son and a daughter

What is the one thing you love about yourself?
I don't know??

If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
My bed.. haha

Boxer or briefs?
briefs.

Tag 8 people:
I don't know. Anyone that see this thing?

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Mezmoradia.

This week is kind of busy. I'm rushing my Moral Assignment. Moral Education is a total crappy subject. When i read the text book, a page which consist of approximately 300words, almost 150words I do not understand at all. Some sentence are formed using frontier words, and I cannot interpret them at all. Maybe my English is poor. Well, I'll be handling my English with care now. English class is a little boring, learn about sentences, parts of speech and so on.

Today, when I'm having Mathematics class, two lady from the award department stormed into the classroom and called 4 names. I was the first to be called. I was awarded the Merit Certificate. The Merit certificate is for the students that scored in their final exams without any C, excluding those MPW ( Mata Pelajaran Wajib , e.g : Moral, Malaysian Studies ). Although I can't get excellent award, but I'm happy with that. I worked so hard for that moment. The ceremony will be held on 8th October, Wednesday, 4pm. I'll post the picture if I have the chance to buy them.

Talking about my new neighbour, a nigga. One word to describe him.. Terrible. Everyday, he play his music with high volume. Can't stand it. Even now he's doing that. Can you imagine he play his Nigga music ( the YOYOyoyoyo style music) 9am in the morning and 11pm at night. I'm going to complain about this matter to the Accomodation Office as soon as I have the time.

Lastly, I'm turning 18 soon. Hopefully, I'll be able to leave the sad memories behind and bring those good memories with me.

Quote To Share : No people is better than anyone except themselves.

P/S : Mezmoradia will be the new name for my blog. I'll change it a.s.a.p~

Signing off with PEACE,
X y L E

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Its Sunday!

Its good to know that today's SUNDAY =D. I'm quite happy that I'm going to learn something new tomorrow ( Oh, the first week of the semester is always 'BORED' ). Programming class is gonna be a great class. Programming is more to mathematics type and it required logic and critical thinking. I hope I can cope with what the lecturer will be teaching tomorrow. IT Principles 2 is more towards networking and data communication, and yes, I still don't understand a little bit about data communication. ( Have not study about it yet although the teacher finished the first part of the chapter).

My dream machine is this :



Samsung X360

Click here to view the specs

Maybe I'm getting this next month and hopefully gonna be released in the Malaysia's market by next month.


Another dream machine :
Samsung Omnia

Its a iPhone-liked phone. Its a smart phone. I love the design and its full touch-screen with PDA function (if I'm not wrong ) and GPS function. The colour's wonderful and its ultra thin type (if I'm not wrong). Released in Malaysia but it cost about RM3K. I'm going to get this as soon as I have the money.

I'm not officially Samsung-sickening fans because.. I just too obsessed with their products and love their product =D

About the racist problem, that B*****D might not want the Chinese community to react as the citizen have not done any move. Maybe people are just too sick with politicans. People say , "Bo dai chi cheh dai chi , jiak pah siew geh eng' which means " No problem then create problems, and when the stomach is full, then sit down like *** and too free then create problems". Without the chinese community, you guys are nothing because most of the Chinese brought up this country's economic. Without the Chinese community, you people gonna live in Kampung house with Coconut leaves ceiling.

Immigrant? You guys are immigrant too! You stole the land from the 'Orang Asli' , the native people of this piece of land and turn it into your own. Do you know that you guys are originated from Jawa? and other part of Indonesia? Immigrant? So what? Don't question about citizenships! and we never actually question about the Malay's Special Rights!! Why are we treated unfairly with this kind of stupid special rights? You wanna make things bigger?

Immigrants? I think Indonesians are way more better than the Malays in Malaysia. Without the Indonesians, there'll be no apartments, buildings and etc. Yea, we paid them and you guys just sit down there complaining how terrible their country is. Do you know how terrible yourself is? Government agencies, sitting down there and working with snail speed! How to improve? Bribing and 'dark' money! You guys know the best!

Maintaining harmony in Malaysia??
Well, its not 'WE' the NON BUMIPUTERA'S Fault for not maintaining the harmony!

PM : STOP IT!
Well, you're the worst PM in the history of the world or maybe galaxy. Maybe you should be nominated in the Guniness Book of Record. You didn't do your part as a PM and don't blame other. Did you take any action against him? Advice? What if the non-bumiputeras create problems and condemn the Malays? Will you advice us? I think you really should step down and I know you wouldn't cause of the thickness of your face. Its really disturbing to see you in the media.

MCA,
Treated unfairly? Feeling the heat? You guys should have realise this problem since the very first day of Barisan Nasional.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Ahmad didn’t mean it, says Abdullah


KEPALA BATAS: Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi will personally see to it that Bukit Bendera Umno chief Datuk Ahmad Ismail does not repeat his remarks about the Chinese community.

“I will tell him not to do it again. You know in a campaign all sorts of things can come up. I don’t think he meant it. I’ll make sure to tell him not to use it again,” the Prime Minister said after chairing the Bertam Umno division meeting yesterday.

Ahmad had allegedly called the Chinese pendatang (immigrants) and was also reported to have said that “as the Chinese were only immigrants it was impossible to achieve equal rights amongst races” during a ceramah in Permatang Pauh in Aug 25.

He had allegedly uttered the remarks in the presence of Deputy Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak.

Penang Gerakan Youth committee member Dr Thor Teong Gee lambasted Ahmad and charged that Umno was still using racial ideology to achieve its own personal political agenda.

Bukit Mertajam MCA division chairman Lau Chiek Tuan called for disciplinary action against Ahmad.

Chief Minister Lim Guan Eng’s political secretary Ng Wei Aik also called on Ahmad to immediately retract his statement and apologise to the community.

Ahmad could not be reached for comment.

Tanjung Gerakan Youth division chief H’ng Khoon Leng lodged a police report at the district police headquarters in Patani Road over Ahmad’s alleged remarks.

MCA Youth chief Datuk Liow Tiong Lai said there was no reason for Ahmad to stir racial feelings with his remarks.

“This is the Merdeka month and such a racist remark should not have been made,” he added.

Parti Keadilan Rakyat adviser Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim said Umno leaders should stop using racial sentiment to seek support from the people.

The article above was copied and pasted directly from TheStarOnline at the following link :

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/8/31/nation/22213085&sec=nation


My Review:

This is so ridiculous. First thing, how do you know he didn't mean the word he says. He said it infront of press and Malaysians and he touched about sensitive issues. Chinese aren't immigrant of this country. We have our Identity Card and Birth cert. and its stated that whoever borned in Malaysia will automatically get citizenship.


I don't think that the Prime Minister should help him because he just turned out to be a racist and if the Prime Minister said that he does not meant anything about what he said, Malaysians especially the Chinese community will think that you're on his side and support him. What if we, the non-muslims badmouthing about Muslims/Malay in front of the press and Malaysians? Do you think its acceptable? Do you really want the May 13 incident to happen again? This is year 2008 and its ending and you guys want to achieve Vision 2020 with this kind of behaviour and thinking? Basically, I'm not blaming all the Malays/Muslims because its not fair to them.


I think he should be heavily punished and not only apologize on media. He should be politically-punished and not able to have any conference or get involve in any political activities anymore or for a long period of time. If worse, I think he should be locked behind bars for what his action and the Prime Minister should handle this problem on his own. Malaysian would want to see what the Prime Minister will do about this and not to protect him.



P/S : Anyone disagree with my opinions/my review can leave this blog. Thank you.


Merdeka! Apa ertinya kepada generasi akan datang?

Saturday, August 30, 2008

New Semester , New Hope

I just received my Examination results. I'm quite happy and at the same time, it's quite disappointing.

Information Technology Principles 1 A
Elementary English A
Basic Mathematics B+ [damn this]
General Studies A
Business Studies 1 A
Malaysian Studies C [ I nvr study for this subject cause I was sick -.- ]

I know I done all my best but it's not enough for my Mathematics caused I worked my ass off for that because I knew my Maths was like the worst of all the subject except for Malaysian Studies. Its okay, everybody is surprised because of that. I went for enrollment today and it was quite fast and smooth.

My new semester's session/section will be 9B1 and this is the only class for IT Student. I'm shocked to found out that there are only around 24+ students from March and May intake taking IT pathway and there are like 7Class for Business student each consist of 35+ students. I find it IMPOSSIBLE!

Edit: LOL~ Just received an update on my IntiOnline

All credits all to IntiOnline. ( I might get sued for copying their image.. cause INTI only love money)

I'm luckily to get good lecturers for my IT subject, just the Moral Education lecturer.. a bit sucky cause he did not like my sister and I think he still remember her and prob will know I'm her brother because of our unique surname. Oh well, who know.

There's another thing, lately there have been hackers on MSN Live Messenger and I'll like to advice you guys NOT to accept any unknown/small files [50KB~100KB] files and make sure that your Antivirus is up-to-date.

Last and not least, I'll like to thank you guys for the outing on Alex's birthday and the other outing we did.

Well, see ya guys whenever I'm free on Saturday and Sunday.


Quote to share :
~Study hard the smart way~

Signing off~
X y L E


Friday, August 8, 2008

T_T

I miss my MOM and my HOME. Hopefully next Friday reach soon. Hopefully my fever recovered by tomorrow. Hopefully I'm going to do ok in my exam >.<" Unable to study properly due to fever T.T... I nearly burst out in tears when mom called me T.T..

Monday, July 28, 2008

Stop! Stare! and Don't Go!

First and foremost, I'll like to apologize to everyone. I know I promised to make a post on last Wednesday on my Chatbox, but I did not have the time to do so because of presentations. These few weeks, I've been busy with them and didn't even have the time for myself. When I've time, I'll just sleep! LOL! There have been downs and ups these past few weeks. I decided to write em down for you guys to read!

First of all, I'm glad that I get 8/10 marks for my General Studies Test 2, which improved one mark from the previous test. I never thought that I'll get 8 marks because I did not actually finish the third essay. LOL! For my Mathematic Test 2, I got 50/50! Yay! Full marks! I'm shocked too, never thought I will get full mark because there's only two people that got full marks ( one of em is me :P )

Lets get into presentation. Basically, my MPW presentation was like, ugh, the best if compared in my group ( I know what you're thinking right now.. "muka tembok") But I'm quite upset with the assignment + presentation mark for myself which is 40/55! I know that the problem isn't from my presentation, but from the assignment. Speaking about presentation, I'm having two presentation tomorrow, or to be exact, TODAY! and another on TUESDAY. OMG ( not god, but gosh ), I'll be freaking tired. But its OK because WEDNESDAY is a public holiday for NEGERI SEMBILAN, which means NO CLASS! YESSS!, but.. final in two weeks.. have to study T.T!

Speaking about presentation, that fellow got jealous and spread his own 'rumors' and badmouthing my style of presenting to other people in the class. One of 'his' girlfriend told me.

Jessica : He say the way you present is like ...................
Me : Why he so nosy one?
Jessica : Biasalah... jealous mah..
Me : Haha!

Lol, she actually hates him and the whole class know he's after her. ( MUKA like MONKEY! )
And the funny part is, he used my style of presenting to present his General Studies report. How Funny!? Very Funny. I was like WTF?? Say me then own self copy people's style. BTW, when he's presenting, no one actually care about him.

OK, I'm quite tired of talking about that Jealous-Hearted Super Duper Ultimate CopyCat Freak or 4SOF ( Super Syok Sendiri Show Off Freak ) , which he always showing off his iTouch or something liddat. Cheh, like I can't afford to buy one liddat. 8GB = RM1.4K only mah! (LOL, actually no money.. )

Last Thursday, I received a sms from my Business Studies group member, she wrote :

" Eh, the mgt assignment information I cant find, then I dont wan find d...then I also dunno how.. I dont wan find d."

I was like WTH? WTF? Is she forcing me to do her part? I'm not the leader, why SMS ME? I didnt reply her, instead I ask the leader to deal with her. Is not like I'm forcing her to do that part because we randomly pick the number after dividing the task. She kept on saying I'm doing the easy part! I picked the number the last OK!? I'm quite upset with the group assignment which is why my I'm doing my IT assignment alone!

Finals in two week, time to be equipped with notes and books. I'll be busy the whole week. My break starts on mid of August for only 2 Weeks! So sad, other college got 1month break!

XoXo,
X y L E

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Life in the Hectic Pace

I have so much work to do, but yet so little time. There's been a controversy inside me on whether which one should I finish up first, and I end up wasting time doing nothing. Is this a kind of sickness or weakness? Sometimes, after finishing a work, I feel not satisfied with the result but I can't do a thing to make it better! Is this a good or bad thing inside a student? I feel dissatisfied even if I put all my effort in doing things. I'm wondering if such situations occur in other student.

Life in the Hectic Pace! Yes, very busy. I'm loaded with responsibility that I have to bear them. College life is never easy. Yes, this is just the first semester! People might say that I'm boosting, but who cares? This is my blog, I write whatever I want to. These coming weeks will be my busiest moment in this semester. I'll have 5 presentations which one of them is on next Friday, and 1 public speaking two more weeks from now. I'm having tests, one on tomorrow and two on next week. Presentation slides not finished, not enough time to study for test, assignments not finished. I personally think that group assignments troubled me a lot as the member kept on delaying their work.

Friend or Foe? Two word are used name an individual. The answer is BOTH! I have this so-called friend or to be specific , my classmate , which is jealous of me getting higher marks in English test, Business test and Maths test. He did not talk to me since Monday and he makes me feel that I'm in the wrong for getting more marks than him. He wanted to win everybody, and yet I'm not the highest scorer in all the subject. In business test, he got 23.5/30 , i got 26/30 which I did not expect to score that high, and another guy scored 26.5/30 which is a business pathway student. In college, there is no need for you to compare your test marks or other thing with your classmate. You should have feel the satisfaction after scoring what you should have score. One thing i know is that he have been submitting past year questions for the lecturers to check his answer, but I still get better result than him which is the prime factor that he's not satisfied of his hard work. I can guarantee that if some of you acting like him, you're gonna be diminished by your own weakness.

I grateful that I have my sister to accompany me in this semester, teaching me so much thing. I'm thankful for my friends who visits my blog to share my taught and feelings. I'm thankful to have such wonderful friends in Malacca! ! Thank you all for reading something I wrote.

X y L E~

P/S : I'll not be updating my blog till end of July. I'll try to upload at least one post a week , most probably on Saturday or Sunday. Check out my blog till then.


Wednesday, July 9, 2008

- Simple Electronic Art -


Boy's Edition

Girl's Edition


Enjoy~


Monday, July 7, 2008

Immatured College Student

It has been established through rigorous scientific investigation and analysis that University students who have not reached an adult level maturity tend to exhibit certain perceptible thoughts and behaviors. A careful observer should be able to discern these traits, and thus be able to conclude that the student exhibiting these qualities is in fact immature.

The following is a list of behaviors and thought processes commonly exhibited by immature university students:

1. Blaming someone or something other than oneself for poor grades. Immature students tend to say such things as: "The professor made the test too hard", "The professor is boring", "I can’t understand the teacher", and "There was just too much to learn".

2. Believing that certain parts of one’s disposition are fixed and cannot be changed. This leads to such statements as "I’ve just never been good at________", or "I just can’t do well on multiple choice tests".

3. Believing that the courses one is doing poorly in are a waste of time and not necessary for whatever vocation one plans to enter. This is closely tied to the belief that the University will provide you with specific vocational skills that will be good for the next 35 years. All other knowledge is irrelevant.

4. Believing that one can do well academically if one does not attend class. This is closely related to the belief that classes are a waste of time.

5. Believing that some older and wiser person is going to tell you everything you needs to know regarding coursework, academic planning, requirements, etc. This belief naturally absolves one from taking responsibility for their own learning.

6. Believing that students who do well academically are either: (a) nerds who have no life, (b) just plain lucky, or (c) in possession of secret knowledge or skills that allows them to make good grades while studying very little.

7. Finding time for socializing, shopping, watching TV, partying, etc., and then claiming one does not have enough time to read the textbook or study for tests.

8. Putting off everything related to schoolwork until the last minute. Everyone procrastinates, however immature students procrastinate habitually.

9. Never knowing when tests are scheduled, when assignments are due, or what chapter the instructor is talking about. Also not being able to find one’s class notes, homework, instructions for assignments, or syllabi. In general being totally disorganized.

10. Always asking friends if one can copy their notes and asking such questions as "Did we do anything important in class today?"

11. Believing that homework and outside assignments are in no way related to the grade one will eventually receive in the course.

12. Being late for, or totally forgetting about appointments.

13. A daily routine that includes staying up all night and sleeping until noon.

14. A lack of awareness of anything that is going on outside of one’s immediate circle of friends. This leads to the belief that events occurring on a local, state, or national level are not important and/or boring.

15. A preoccupation with the consumption of alcohol. Immature students spend a lot of time talking about and thinking about events leading up to the consumption of alcohol, events that occurred while one was consuming alcohol, and events that occurred after one became intoxicated.

Not all immature students exhibit all of the above behaviors, however a good rule of thumb is that the more of these behaviors a student exhibits, the greater the level of his or her immaturity. Curiously, immature students do not realize they are immature. They believe that in fact, that they are the ones who are totally mature and the rest of the University community just does not understand them. This is just another characteristic of immature university students.

Unfortunately there is no quick and easy cure for immaturity in college students. Development can be a slow process and occurs at different rates in different people. Many students end up experiencing academic disappointment in the form of low grades before they realize that they are now responsible for their own life and their behaviors can either help them or hurt them academically.


- The text above is copied from the Forum of University of Alabama.

- All credit goes to the composer/writer of the text above.

Friday, July 4, 2008

Powerful Voice , Soulful Song



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Sunday, June 29, 2008

All for One or One for All

Do you rather let everyone suffer because of you, or you suffer for everyone?


This is a situation I'm currently in. I'm stuck between this two questions and they are so annoying. If I choose the first option, people will think that I'm an idiot making them suffer because of me. They will never understand my feelings. Sometimes, its hard to decide when I'm in this kind of situation. Tried once, and I have lots of problems to deal with. I can't stand the heat anymore and feel like walking out of that door and then .. slam it.

How about the second one? I've tried before to be in that situation. Its really heavy, can't even barely walk with that kind of responsibility. Ya, its human natural behaviour to let people know that you had just suffer for them, bare their responsibility and do part of their parts of their part of the job given. To tell the truth, I have never complain this in front of them. They think that I'm just their pet to fetch the stick.

Sometimes, even with people like them, some other people will tend to say that they are so friendly and they are the one who gets the credits. They put up all the shows, getting camera flashes, putting up a smile and at the end, I'm the one who will be left out.

Fairy tales? Stories? I used to believe them but as I face these kind of problems, I starts to believe that all the fairy tales are fake. They were scripted before the scene was played, just like how people treat me, all scripted. After all the jobs, everything is done, I'll be ignored, dumped and feel like being used and dumped, like recycling myself.

Lets just say I try to ignore them, they'll be the one who will be in the right and I'm be in the wrong. In people's eye, I'll be the one who will be getting BLAME BLAME BLAME and I'm sick of it. They have the fun time, I have the hard time. What the heck is this?

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Part 2 : Do you?


First, let me show u something.

Then The Part 2 of Do You?

1. Do you know that :

people that pretend to be other people are called bastard?
people that pretend to be other people will make their mom die early?
people that pretend to be other people is known as bitch?
people that pretend to be other people have no authority to have a name?
people using anonymous name is a coward because they have no parents to teach them?

Dear anonymous,
Even if we don't know what is your real identity, but we do know something.

1st - you're one bastard child
2nd - you mom's a whore
3rd - you dont even have the right to speak for yourself
4th - you're nothing in this society
5th - even if you're clever, score As in exams , you're still a mother fucking bitch.

Enjoy reading it, cause you're gonna get the side effect.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Tagged

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : Kee Chia Ming @ Xyle
Birth Date : 28th September 1990
Current Status : Single
Eye Colour : Dark Brown
Righty or lefty : Righty

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage : Hainan
My Fears : Psycho-pets
My Weaknesses : Spider n worms
My Perfect Pizza : Hawaiian Chicken Pizza?

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My thoughts first waking up : "Oh, still belum finish assignments"
My bedtime : 3 am
My most missed memory : all my friends in sfi.. especially nicky,lemmy,Weikeong,Andrew,Phillip ~

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or Coke : Both
McDonald or Burger King : McDonald (Need the Happy Meal)
Single or grouped dates : Single
Adidas or Nike : Can I pick Bodyglove?
Tea or Nestea : Tea, not BOH but LIPTON
Chocolate or Vanilla : ChocoVanil ( Mixed flavour is the best )
Cappuccino or Coffee : I tot cappuccino is one of the coffee? - For this I'll go with Espresso

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : No
Curse : Duh!?
Take a shower : Go ask your mom this question la..
Have a crush : Yeap , one of my classmate.. but she doesn't realize that..
Think you've been in love : Do you need me to repeat myself??
Go to school : I went to school, currently in college
Want to get married : Who doesn't. Unless those gay, cause tak leh same sex marriage mah.
Believe in yourself : Sometimes this is the main factor that destroy me during exam.

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Alcohol : Shandy kira tak?
Gone to the mall : I'm not orang sakai la.
Been on stage : Yea.. lotsa time
Eaten sushi : Yay~ Sushi KING!
Dyed your hair : I got lotsa white hair, but I never dye my hair..

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game : Nope
Changed who you were to fit in : Never

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To be married : 26 will be perfect.. stable career and with at least RM20K

LAYER 9 : IN A GIRL...
Best eye colour : Red
Best hair colour : Dark Red-Black ( Hungarian's type )
Short hair or long hair : Not too long, not too short
Best height : Same as me
Attitude : Having the same feeling as I do

LAYER10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : to be exact , 59sec ago, i was changing music , 60sec was on this survey
Hour ago : Writing dumb stuff about anonymous bustart
4.5 hours ago : IT class..
1 month ago : Curious about assignments
Year ago : You go ask your mom this question la.

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : Anything except that fucking anonymous bustart
I feel : like going to bathe now..
I hate : that fuking anonymous bustart
I hide : my underwear underneath my pants
I miss : Phillip and Andrew
I need : to get that fucking anonymous

LAYER 12 : TAGGING 5 PEOPLE
Anyone la

Monday, June 23, 2008

Do you?

Do you know that :

We spend 1/4 of our life sleeping.
We spend 1/4 of our life working.
We spend 1/4 of our life waiting for the traffic light to change.
We spend 1/4 of our life cursing and scolding people.
79.99% of the Americans were actually red indians

Do you realize that :

We actually smile or laugh at least 10 times a day?
The dirtiest moment of the day is when the time you rise from your bed?
We cried at least 100 times in our life?
We actually breathe 20million times a day? *not confirmed*
We actually walk at least 20km a day? * except handicap people*

GTB - Green To Black

So whats up guys. How's the black theme. I think I prefer to be in darkness. My favourite colour change from yellow to black which means I'm evil now .. LOL. Enjoy~

Thursday, June 19, 2008

EmO

When things went wrong , we don't blame people for what you've done yourself. My so-called "friends" here in college is a little too ''lazy'' and a little too ''...'' , ( ... = put anything you want ).
They rather go shopping and buy clothes than to do their assignments. Our assignment dateline is on week 11 and we are now in week 7 going 8. They are still ''terhegeh-hegeh'' if u know what i mean la.. and just dump their assignment aside and go shopping buying clothes.

One of the worst thing happened is there is this boy, and I'll repeat this BOY who skipped IT class and went to midvalley to buy clothes ( omg, boy also cannot resist the power of the clothes ). How pathetic! He would just do last minute work ( like what he have done for his Malaysian Studies assignment ) , and I regretted that he's again the same group as me for Business assignment.

I feel uneasy around them now and feel like wanna start to be '' wanna-be emo mode ''. As a ''so-called friends'' , I have already advice them to do their assignments and they're just delaying the works. Sometimes I'm just sick and tired! I wanna my Malacca Buddies ( u know who are they, which is YOU! ) to come INTI college!

Lastly, Mak CIK Fat-LIP Clarkson , stop being Mah-raya Carry! HAHA~

Monday, June 16, 2008

SF-Inti College

First of all , I would like to apologize for not updating my blog for almost a month.. or just a few week. I've been trying my best to update my blog, but when there's time for me to rest, I'll use it up for sleeping. Since my class is on 12noon today, maybe I'll talk a lil bit about my lecturers ( copy from Phillip , hehe )

Ok, lets start from the most basic subject which is Mathematics. This guy named William Shak is one of the worst-funny-unstable mood-crazy-dangerous guy. Practically , he don't know how to teach Maths. He'll just give us his handout and then ask us to study the methods and give exercises. When he explain a mathematic problem, he'll just say " This is this and this is this / This is here and from there is this, understand?". And I'm surprised when he say "Its none of my business if you don't understand, I'll only explain once and thats it". I'll say that I'm giving him the worst lecturer award among the lecturer that teaches me this semester.

Next up is my General Studies lecturer , Mr Yeap Hooi Chong, which I'm having his class at 12 today , is a ultra-funny wannabe , 60years old grandpapa . He told us he's married to an Indian lady and loves Indian food so much until he can't stop eating them. He always use the term " Children and Chao-Gi-Na". Although General Studies is a lil bit boring, but I never find that its boring at all. He's one of the best lecturer. 4 Stars given.

English is the most BORING subject EVER in this sem because of the lecturer , Robert Ng Yak Teng. He forced me to be the class rep ( I'm sick of it ). He always jokes around but no one ever laugh at his jokes. During his lesson, almost everyone will yawn and started to sleep after around 45minutes listening to his crap speech about his life and moral value and what shit and dangling stuff. 0.5 Star.

Business Studies 1 is one subject that needs me to memorize every single word and definition of the subject which makes me wanna die. Ms Kamaleswari is an Indian lady which guides us through this subject. Its not really boring because we'll have debates and group discussion about certain topics. She's one of the lecturer that actually know my name.

Malaysian Studies which is one of the hardest subject for me. Basically Malaysian Studies is a LAN subject or MPW ( Mata Pelajaran Wajib ) or for you to understand, I'll use the term " SEJARAH" which is a subject that requires u to talk about the flow of the history. Currently having headache on the assignment.

Information Technology Principle 1 is my favourite subject .. because I'm majoring in IT. Sorry, I forget the lecturer's name because we changed lecturer. She's a malay lady. She's a little 'fat' but she's friendly. She remembered my name. Haha. I joke around with her. For her assignment, I'm currently doing research on Bluetooth technology.


Basically that's about my lecturer. Sorry gotta go prepare for class.~

- X y L E -

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Memory

As one college student , there is a lot of things to worried about. How I wish I'm back in form 1 and start all over again. Its really a big boulder on my shoulder and it is not a small rock , but a really huge rock. People dump their responsibility on me and I could not resist them. What should I do? I'm really gonna be mad someday . Talking about friends , Phillip told me that he's suffering from his friends in Singapore. I'm sad for him. I'm sad too because I'm not able to help him out. All I can do is just to listen and tell him what he should do. What do friends mean anyway? What is the purpose of friend and what is their existence to me? I'm really confuse now. Its like the lesser the friend I have , the better I can live.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

College Life.

Ok , so I know I didn't update my blog for quite some time now and I'll like to apologize if I disappoint some of you , especially Alex ( .. haha ) . College life is totally different from secondary school life or Form 6 life. Ya , some people might think that college life is an easy-going life than form 6 in terms of syllabus , but its the hostel life we're living , and not under our parents' armpit. We have to wash , cook , and do everything ourself.

My first week was horrible , yea I'll admit that I did not really make any friends , but I really enjoyed my second week. I have friends from JB , Selangor and even England , and I'm the only Malaccan in the class. I just realize that people of our age from Melaka is actually a little childish and immature. After communicating with them , I now see that academic is actually a dumb thing , but the way we think is the most important.

I'm surprised to see Tatva and Manoj here too. Tatva lives in the same block as me.
Well this is basically what my life is about. Although it might be tiring , but college life seems just a little fun than secondary life.

- To Form 6 students , Work Hard and YOU'LL ENJOY!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

*Jokes 2*

I can see that some of you are really enjoying the jokes I wrote , or maybe stole it from somewhere . LOL , Lets see how much jokes I can really remember :) .

=== Resign ===

Bala's new secretary , Mary was anxious about a meeting she is having in an hour. His boss , which is Bala asked her to type a letter to the president of the company asking him to re-sign the proposal but instead she typed wrongly and ask the president to resign.

=== Top Reasons To Be Malaysian ===

1. We have the world tallest flagpole , one of the highest building in the world , biggest pewtermug , largest roti canai , etc , etc and etc.

2. We have the ability to wash dishes , mop the floor , do the laundry , wash the car , clean the dog and shower using just 3 bottle of Spritzer Mineral water.

3. We can be driving , picking our nose , tuning the radio , cursing drivers , spitting of the window and bribing the police at one same time.

4. We do not have to think so much because the government does that for us.

5. We can keep Malaysia Ringgit to ourself because no body wants them.

6. We can blame everything on the Haze.

7. We save a lot of electricity because our television show are so crap!

=== Train ===

Lady : Is this my train ?
Station Master : No , madam . The train belongs to the company.
Lady : Can I take this train to Cyberjaya ?
Station Master : I'm afraid you can't mam.. Its too heavy for you to carry.

=== Good and Bad News ===

The doctor looked ambivalent as he entered the patient's ward and stood by his bed.

"Mr Lah , I have good and bad news for you , " he said in a monotone.

"Give me the bad news first doc , " said Lah bravely

" Mr Lah , I'm sorry to tell you that we've amputated the wrong hand."

" Arggghhhh.. , " Lah cried. " What's the good news ?"

The doctor beamed , " You didn't need any operation!

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

*Jokes*

=== The Chinese Holy Book ===

If Muslims have the Koran , Christians the Bible , What do the Chinese
in Malaysia have? The Yellow Pages ( business minded )

=== Malaysian Pronunciation ===

John Travolta - John Telah Botak
Peter Stuyvesant - Peter Style Bosan
Arnold Schwarzennegar - Arnold Susah Nak Eja

=== Malaysia Telephone Service Provider ===


012 - Maxis - Moronic and Xtremely Inferior System

016 - Digi - Dearly Investing Garbage Instruments

019 - Celcom - Cannot Enjoy Line Clarity on Outgoing Messages


=== Offspring ===

Foreign Correspondent : How many offspring you have?

Malaysian : Sorry , I don't carry off springs.

=== Manglish ===

Briton : Excuse me , I think I need a little pit stop , I'll catch up with you later.
Malaysian : Toilet! Toilet!

Briton : Sorry , can I enter through here ?
Malaysian : ( finger pointing to a direction ) Can or Not ?

Briton : Don't worry , make yourself at home.
Malaysian : Don't need shy la

Briton : Sorry , how can I help you?
Malaysian : What you want leh ?

Briton : What shall we do ?
Malaysian : How ar?

Briton : I don't think so.
Malaysian : Where got?

Briton : Why are you staring at me ?
Malaysian : See what see?


Monday, April 14, 2008

Unbelievable ? - Believe It.

This morning I went to MSDC for my Pra-JPJ Driving Test and guess what? , That fellow ask me not to tell anyone that he pass me without testing my ability to drive and guess what? , I'm not telling anyone , I'm writing it down here to let people know how they work. That thing already wasted half of my precious day for waiting another girl to finish her pra-jpj test.

I'm going to post a joke today so that I could put a smile on your face .

----------------------------

Jake went to a wedding and sit beside a stranger. They get along well until Jake said something awful to him.

Jake : Hey , you see that two woman sitting there?
William : Yea , whats wrong ?
Jake : You see that lady on the left , she looks terrible ugly man..
William : Thats my daughter..
*Jake dare not look at William and then he cont*
Jake : See that woman on the right , she looks damn terrible ugly in that dress..
William : Thats my wife , damn it.
*Jake grasp and left that wedding after that*

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Brand New Style

The mixture of blessing from friends and the love from family is Happiness. I'm full of that. Today, I drove from my house , Malim to MSDC . A very quick ride , took me 10 mins to get there. Practice the side parking , 3 point turn and the hill thingy , and I realize that I didn't pull the handbrake with more 'strength' and the uncle said that I've not enough energy and I feel like telling him , " You want me to break your handbrake?" , and then i pulled it hardly. I bet he can feel that I'm angry. Lol. So next lesson will be on this Saturday , and my Pra will be very soon as he told me about what I should do during Pra and JPJ. I drove home and eventually reach home about 5.45pm , raining! and my mom broke the antic wooden rod , and beg me to help her. So I did and she told me not to tell dad. Lol , can use this chance to threaten her to buy stuff for me ! XD! Dinner will be Vermicelli ( mee hoon ) tonight. Excited about my bro's birthday tomorrow and wonder what to buy for him on his 25th birthday. Lol.

About the title of the post , I'm going to change the layout , new intro about me , new picture of me , new header ( I dislike the black header , coz very ugly ) , and add several link to famous webpage as soon as I have the ''Time'' to do it.

Its time to talk about college , uni , Form 6 . Well , I think most of us already made our choice but some people , ok lah , like very rude.. Wey Guan still kenot decide. Haha. Btw , If compare A-Level and Form 6 , better to take A-Level lor and if you take form 6 , you'll be wasting 1.5year and will end up studying in local-U , which the course will be decided by the government and finishing Uni at about age 24-25 . I'm not sure about the course thingy , you can choose but the government will 'decide' whether you can take that or not since you're under government's support. Thats what I heard from my sister.

We're human and yes we do make mistake. Sometimes people just don't understand teenagers , like they haven't been thru the 'Era of Teenage'. Parents forcing their own child to take the course and wtf are they thinking , its not what their son wanted , and then their child end up studying halfway and quit and the parents put the blame on their child. Some parents just don't understand. And I'm making a statement that engineering is not the only path of success.
Not because I'm jealous of people taking engineering , but its not an easy course and please don't imagine that engineer's job is an easy job , sitting inside air-cond room and shake leg , please do refer to any engineer and try to ask them about their job.

And its confirm that I'm going to Inti College in Nilai , not Nilai College , for Foundation in IT , going to live in the tiny-winy little hostel room. LOL.

Xyle

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Items Review and Sister's Burpdae


Twisted my right hand while I was sleeping last night , bad hair day and nothing good happened today. So I take this opportunity to write some review about stuff that you should buy and try .

First Up ,
Vaseline Intensive Care Lotion
-> Aloe Flavor
-> Cucumber Extract
-> Have a nice smell

-> *Not OILY* <>
-> Best to improve skin moisture

-> Repair dry skin , elbow and fingers
-> Can be used all over your body!!








Next ,

Kingston DataTraveler 4GB Pendrive
-> Kingston Brand
-> 4GB that only cost RM 58+
/-
->Warranty for 5 Years
-> Very light <>

-> New Style.













Next ,
Pureen Baby Wipes ( Lamp
in Lembap )
-> with Aloe Vera and Vitamin E
-> Alcohol Free
-> Although its Baby Wipes , but still can be used to wipe face ( wipe baby butt )
-> Can be used to clean specs , an
d yes , very clean.
-> Very handy and cool
-> 30 Pieces ( 2Packs in one Big Pack which makes it 60 Pieces )
-> Can reduce pimples ( Tried )


Lastly ,
Ops you can't buy her.. =D , The best sis in da world..~~


~ HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ~
*paiseh a 'little' too late*

Monday, April 7, 2008

Reachable Goal

Its been nearly a month since I last updated my blog. Sorry to say I have nearly no time at all to do writings. ' To taste the sweetness and to feel the pain is not easy sometimes '. Some people just don't understand how much time we have. First of all, thank you guys for giving me such a great time during this past few months especially Wey Guan , Nick , Wei Keong , Tzong and the other . I really have a great time hanging out with you guys. Haha. We are more or less one month away from college , and some of you from form 6. A new 'life style' will begin and the old one will still continue. I really hope you guys to remember me . I'm thankful how much friendship all of you possess inside yourself.

We walk behind your parents' shadow and now they are going to walk behind our shadow. Its time we show them that we can take care of them. They're why we are here , to take care of them , to make them proud and to continue their journey. Remember their laughter which will bring joy and pride for who we are today.

Friendship and Family will always be first in my heart. I hope all of you too. You know , its easy to become enemy than to become a good friend.

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE GREAT 11 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP!
And Let the Friendship CONTINUE!

( =P ) Till Death Do Us Apart ( =P )

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My Masterpiece



Friday, March 14, 2008

-DrivE-

Ok , my SPM result is like , average for my standard. I'm quite satisfied with it. First of all , grats to all of you for getting a nice , wonderful result and I'm honored be there for some of you during the result day. Today , or last morning , I went for driving lesson , my first one. I drove the car and its not easy to control it , damn the clutch . I officially dislike driving , but I'm still going to try to like it. It might not be easy the first time u drive , but you will feel comfortable and will get used to it soon. For me , learning and driving the car is easy , just the clutch thingy making me sick. Oh well , I'm going auto anyway . Haha. I made up my mind , after discussing with my family , I'm going to the IT Field , or more specific , the Network Computing in Inti University International College. It is getting late and I have to get up early tomorrow , or later . ( swt... ) I'm going to MP tomorrow , with my mom .

Goodnite , XoXo,

- X y l E -

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

PreSPM Result Day : A Scary Midnite

I'm quite nervous and scared now , thanks to some people like Phillip and Nicholas , I'm much more nervous as they're more nervous than me. What done is done , why bother to think so much. Well I'll post about my result as soon as possible , and hope for a streak of As. Haha.. GoodNite~

Monday, March 10, 2008

Life Revolution - Chapter 2 : The Happy ME!

Finally I overcome the exam last week and i was not able to post it on time. I have 43/50 ( phew .. didn't even read the book or do any exercise ) . Then this thursday , I'll be attending the 6hrs course ( if I'm not wrong about the time ) . Last friday , I bought my r4 cartridge and a 2GB Memory card which cost me about RM330. Yea, I spent all my angpao money already on this , but I still have a little bit left. Its kind of funny when I think of how I spent my money. I have a great weekend and believe me , spending time with my own family totally rocks especially last saturday where the election thingy was held. We cheered for some people. Its a bit weird though, We are Betty Chew's fan. We cheered and happy for her. She deserve that seat . Well , I do not have pics to be displayed but I'll try to take some next time. I can't wait for the SPM result , a lil excited and a lil nervous+worried. 2days to go , so I don't wish all of you good luck , but a little bit courage will do. Haha. Psst.. I heard there aren't many people getting straight As , just a RUMOR only. So , I've to jump to my bed and sleep now. See you all around during result day.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Life Isn't A Fairy Tale

What if one day I've changed into another person. I'm sick of my life now , pissed with some pathetic people and I'm now undergoing mental collapse. I might be looked down but who knows what will happen one day. I'm sick of some people treating me like a toy . When they need me , they'll ask me to do something and when its done , they'll kick me like a ball. I'm not going to ask anyone to do me a favor now , cause I'm gonna pay an unreasonable price like being looked down or mentally tortured. This is what my PREVIOUS life was about. Too good to some sickening people and I looked stupid with that heart , soul and mind. I'll look for a better life which suits me and now I realize how much meaner and sicker I must get in order to be on the 'high way' . Well , I'm not gonna lose and left out anymore ! Please , people use other people to get 'something' that WILL benefits them , including betraying FRIENDS , FAMILY MEMBER and etc.

You see , PLEASE REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAID TO ME , you might think this is childish but I learned something from it. Perhaps losing you might be a good thing anyway.

LIFE ISN'T A FAIRY TALE !

Friday, February 29, 2008

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Stay The Same.

Human , which is the most domestic and most dominant species living on the surface of earth . But there's so many type of human , the greedy one , the heartless one , the caring one , the honest one , the crazy one and so on. Which type of human are you? Well , this is the problem some of us facing. Some people might say "I don't care how people look at me , I'll just be myself " , well how you look yourself isn't the problem , and you can't value yourself by yourself. This is reality , how people look at you , is the most important . For example , you're going to an interview for a job , and you have a degree , but you're wearing as if you're going to some market , dyed long hair , long messy mustache and smells bad , you think they'll hire you?

Human , which their emotions and feelings changes easily , fast and in weird ways. One can be your very best friend today , and betray you tomorrow. One can be your very worst enemy and in one second , he or she can be your best friend . In this world , which we are living , there's way to many corruption. Speaking of integrity , what is integrity ? If you live with integrity , you'll be left behind , and people will treat you as invisible and step on you and you're going to be the most dumb person ever.

Politicians , who knows how to say but do not know how to act. Last minute work to attract people attention to vote for them. What is this bullshit ? They'll speak out loud when the voting thingy is around the corner and then look who is the one who contribute nothing. Worst of all , they're so irresponsible and always do something that benefits them only. What is the most important thing for POLITICIANS ? The answer is MONEY , FAME and LIVING STANDARD.
For those who's trying to advice me not to corrupt them , I'll say , step aside and shut your mouth. This is my blog , my opinion and my idea .

Monday, February 25, 2008

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Politician's Wasting Money

They are wasting money on posters , banners , stickers , paper and etc. If you wonder how much they spend on these items , its RM2Million . If you wonder where they get this huge amount of money , they come from the taxes from your parents paid. Terrible huh? What's Pilihan Raya anyway? You can't talk about the parties , can't have public talk ? , cannot express our feelings and ideas , and this is what you call a democratic country? If you're curious about the ' real ' Pilihan Raya , I suggest you to go to Youtube and search for the Taiwan Pilihan Raya or the US Pilihan Raya. Anyway , dont need to vote , you know who will win right? Waste your time voting for some trash.

I'm not corrupting the government. This is my opinion and anyone disagree with me can strongly leave this blog. Thanks.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

American Idol Videos

Watch and Laugh.



She is good . She still do.



I just love Kelly.



Fantasia's Best Shot

Sunday, February 17, 2008

A Fun Weekend

Let me show the pictures while tellin' the story.

* SO! , Friday morning i woke up around 7 o clock . Bathe and my mom drove me to Wei Keong's house. Then i left my bag there and she drove us to our 'FORMER' school , SFI , and we went in for like 5 minutes and then walked out from the school. We decided to have breakfast and we went for Roti Canai . About 9.30am , we walk to Dataran Pahlawan , but kena halau by a thin , noobie , malay guard. So we went out and waited until we saw Tzong's car. He fetch us to the shop ( Lem de mom's shop ) and we waited there until around 11.30am for Lem to reach. Then we took a walk at the DP's field and went carrefour , and I bought a bottle of mineral water . Geez. Around 12.00pm we left DP and Lem went back to the shop. And we went to MP to meet Teck Yong and the gang of monkeys. We watched Jumper ( so pathetic boring coz the starting is like , short simple and lack of details of the main character life ) . After the show , we went to Seoul Garden to celebrate Wei Keong's 18th Birthday. I treated him .
First Pig with Double Peace Horn. Haha~

Me and Birthday Boy , Wei Keong


Look at the chest of Teck Yong.. i mean breast.. haha~


Me and Alfred. Haha. He looks terrified .


We ate at Seoul Garden for 2 and a half hour. LOL . Haha. After that we said goodbye to the group and went back to Dataran Pahlawan to find Lem. Lem bought Starbuck coffee and a fried taiwanese chicken piece ( a big piece ) and he ate at Lem's shop. We stayed there and then went to the CD shop and I bought 4 pieces of PS2 Game. And then we walked around DP . We met Tan Khai Heng infront of the toilet. He's working there i guess. Back to the shop , Tzong and Lem was discussing about where to have dinner together. Then around 6.45pm we went to Mahkota. And finally decides to have dinner at Sushi King . ( Actually planned to have it at Nando's , but Wei Keong's sick of chicken , so do I ) . Here are the Pics . Enjoy.. I'm going to sleep.


Lem ta pou for his mom and brother.


Tzong's at Sushi King

Something happen before this pic was taken.. Hehe Lem almost showed the International sign at the before this pic was taken. Haha



Haha.. Tzong pretends to be cool.. HAHA!